Fasturated

Today is the last day of band practice, but hai, i should feel bad cause we are going HANG ZHOU for competition, but however, i see ppl are not serious in this,usually band is a place i enjoy the most out of stress and doing my favourite thing playin music, but so far it changes now how i wish if i dun need to go i will not go , cause i see no fun there any more,,,,, instead i feel worried for the band,. YHHB takin part in the band cat and creative cat which we haven even noe how to play , and now left bloody less 10 days of practice left after the exam, HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW, i noe when there is a will there is a way but the way isnt enought to win the competition, i want to do YHHB a good name, but i dun think i every will.

I have lost hope to fight for it

This isnt wat it should be

People say they know wat they are doing

How true is tad??

There isnt any sense of urgency there anymore

My playground has fallen

My love for something is gone

Instead i got stress in return.

Help is needed just call out.

Today also got Exco meeting, But all my Exco has become....I am really trying, why cant anybody see it and help it!!! all of complaint have been taken seriously by me but talk but no action, i have none of the heart to punish you , but i got legs over my head now, define help , sry seems like help is nowhere found in everyones dictionary. Care is also gone, i have shown it but no one understand the care i give , wats the use now !!!

Even i ever tad the who should be my b friend is fading away, loneless is coming to me,no one understand how i feel now.

Patience is thing that prevent ... thing from happening

But it has limit

Onces limt is breach

Who knows wat will happen

Friends are your supporting pillars

who seems to be falling

help is a way of calling

which cannot be understand

Care is something tad you shows someone

and love and help the person

I found it going down the drain

Darkness is a disease tad is painful

Creeping to me day by day

Love is something i am finding

but a sholder tad is from the freezer has been given

Time heals the wound

Which makes other feel better

and is killing me

Friends

The stress is getting nearer but i am still trying to stand up to face it, i am tired, but there is no one i can go to anymore, no one anymore.... thing are getting difficult for me but easier for them, i am really tired, sombody help me!!!!!

Stop the pain now, EVERYONE