Dead.....

Hey to those who still got come here...... i remember saying i will delete this blog:) but i just cant delete this blog, maybe is just too much happy memory to me, i was ready to delete , but as my curoser move to the button , i dindt press it, .... cause i realise tad this is the only glimpse of light i can see thru the past, so this is like a picture to me..... past is always beautiful.... the kind of time where you just get to noe tad there is some one there.... but things changes ... some things can seems to stay as u wan... maybe is how u change it but, u didnt noe.... if i could make myself turn back to how i was... i will go for it.. but i realise, this is wat u have done, u cant change it , only facing it and solve it.... wat u have lied u have.... some things u just have to brush it....

YEA indeed, i have faith, in him... however, there is jsut too much confusing things going on.... for all i noe, i missed it, if i could turn back time, i think i would cherish eery second of it, and not causing this again... because the thought of losing 9sss is unbearable..... is far too important, changing take time they say... it take courage and support i can say... i failed.... i falied as anything, in fact i failed in everything........ tad leaves sucide? i duuno tad is wat i mean by confuse.... IMY it is just too Inevitable