Hi ppl, sry i didnt change blogskin again, cause this few days very lazy to turn on computer heheh:P .
Hmm any way , today was late for meeting hai, i break the trust again, last few weeks still never late now like hai, but anyway i disappoint ppl again......
Any way today cheng Du ppl came again, must interact with them after recess, hai, skip lesson again, i feel very guilty cause once miss i cant catch up anymore, and now is not like then, cause ppl change..... and today PS hiang teck again, oh so sry, ps you 3 times le, sry ....
But went for high acheivers trng again, this time i saw coach isaac, sabby and shawn :).
Coach shawn was taking sec 3 4 D.I.S.C. sabby was taking the sec 2 for peer mediation, and isaac took us the sec 4 for The K&P framework and the topic was, Encourage the heart.
I really did learn a lot as i find out tad all this while i was very hopless, so sucky, i didnt understad ppl and keep disappointing ppl, i realise tad i keep mixing up stuff together to the wrong details,
But now since i understand the mistake now, i will find the solution, to set a goals for myself and keep thing seprate.
Mdm salina was right after all this stress, from peers, studies, work , prefect band, i was about to explode as no one was there for me to encourage me , even the person i hope to have didnt not.
I realsise tad i really am stupid to think i can relay on ppl, in the end , the one who suffers is me.
The pain i had, was not shared to anyone, no one came , no one ask.
But however, i am self dependant now, i noe i need to stand up after my fall, after wat coach isaac have told me, i realise tad i can change the mindset of myself , the useless one, to understand wat all my prefect think and help them find wat leadership means, althought me myslf is not a good leader, but i can teach them from my EXp , and the most i want to chage is the mind set of ppl in YHHB, i want the ppl in yhhb noe the importance of goals and mindset and how powerful can this become, Yhhb if to believe our goals and mindset, SYF 2009 gold with honers is OURS,
To all obstacles, ppl who try to stop me. stress and friendship,
Here i come .
Monday, January 19, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Glass walls
Guess ppl near me, are wondering wats wrong with me since the start of 2009, seriously i dun noe, i would really like to know the answer myself.
- I got info wrong
- Do wrong things
- Cant study well
- drifting away
- hear wrong things
- say wrong things
- Think wrong things
- feel wrong things
- say wrong things
- plan wrong things
- assume wrong things
- play wrong things
- learn wrong things
I seriously dun know wat the hell is wrong with me, in school , i did so many things wrong, day by day, min by min, it nevers stops
why ppl ask, well i tell you I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT IS REALLY HAPPENING,
everyday i disappointed ppl, even if dun blame me, but i still kepp disappointing, till i ..i. .. , i dun know how much i owe le, and i am damm irresponsible, for the case of the jacket,
Even when ask weather the student can move in the hal, i even check with TIC but when comes , the info change again, and see me as i got wrong things again, BUT I DID MAKE SURE , but as i always say i will be still in the wrong.
DO YOU KNOW HOW FASTURATING IS TAD, no i may be smilling out side, i am bleeding painfully,PAINFULLY inside ,the same pain i receive on 2007, the pain tad i thought will never come again, but it does. i do not want to open it as i will never want it to seprate, which i thought will last forever, but by the looks of it now, the pig is closer, now, for i may be usless, i understand the importances of but i hope it will be the best for, however the ones left will never feel good.
The box i lift is getting heavier, the helping are drifting. even the ones i loved and cherish.
the pain will stay , in the hole tad can never open, the disappointment tad expose is too much to seek for forgiveness toak9. sry doesnt seems to be, i agree.
Thepain will never stop till 9k forgives the bads.
apologys are squared, no sincerity came, heart bleeding tad cause this pain.
were said to be tied , feeling is different now, a senior idoit and a catchy drama, were said to be foever.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
A hidden friend
aLOHA ppl :) Blog again, haha after a few days chiong homework , dying soon :).
Oh any way , i relaise something tad i find it touching,
Every time i will make prefect do stuff tad they are suppose to do and some of them will like BO chap, well i experience it and i shall share it. On the 1st day of sch, suppose to do some ushering and helping with the new sec 1 . i was not late, in fact i was damm early, however, thing went wrong too, i disappinted a lot of ppl, but i have to keep a postive attuide as i have to be the speaker of prize presenattion later, so i try not to talk to keep me sadness low, as i was totally freak out, as thing wasnt wat i plan.
But i have noticed tad other than the usual ppl i disappointed, i made someone ppl tad trust in me disappointed too , like mr su, and my sec 4s,
But sec 4 i did not expect you to be so strong even without a leader, all i can say are u all are aready are, just tad i didnt give u all the space to showcase yours. and sec 3s you are not bad as well, both u all are auto piloet, it really touch me a lot, instead of me learning to change ,u all changed me. To someone well u did not lose a friendship but is just tad i do not have the face to face u all anymore, i am to embrassed. But i am not usless :) thx hiang teck for tad one sentance, i got the hint aready.:) is juts tad i need to have more intergrity and more brains tad s all :) see hiang teck i figure it out le :). ok my dearest sec 4 let work together to leave a legacy to the jrs to let them shine, we can do it. !!!!
Oh any way , i relaise something tad i find it touching,
Every time i will make prefect do stuff tad they are suppose to do and some of them will like BO chap, well i experience it and i shall share it. On the 1st day of sch, suppose to do some ushering and helping with the new sec 1 . i was not late, in fact i was damm early, however, thing went wrong too, i disappinted a lot of ppl, but i have to keep a postive attuide as i have to be the speaker of prize presenattion later, so i try not to talk to keep me sadness low, as i was totally freak out, as thing wasnt wat i plan.
But i have noticed tad other than the usual ppl i disappointed, i made someone ppl tad trust in me disappointed too , like mr su, and my sec 4s,
But sec 4 i did not expect you to be so strong even without a leader, all i can say are u all are aready are, just tad i didnt give u all the space to showcase yours. and sec 3s you are not bad as well, both u all are auto piloet, it really touch me a lot, instead of me learning to change ,u all changed me. To someone well u did not lose a friendship but is just tad i do not have the face to face u all anymore, i am to embrassed. But i am not usless :) thx hiang teck for tad one sentance, i got the hint aready.:) is juts tad i need to have more intergrity and more brains tad s all :) see hiang teck i figure it out le :). ok my dearest sec 4 let work together to leave a legacy to the jrs to let them shine, we can do it. !!!!
Wats a synopsis
Hi ppl, hmm this post is special made form some ppl who keep askin me wats a synopsis, well heres you defination, i hope
A synopsis is primarily a condensation, an outline or a short presentation of an article, of an essay or of a book.
A synopsis is not a list of opinions, or an examination of the feelings and/or conscious states, e.g. likes, dislikes, preferences, annoyances, etc., of the writer of the synopsis.
If the writer wants to addend his or her reactions, he or she must take care to explain all the relevant points in the original article reacted to.
What Should A Synopsis Look Like?
Part A: The Body of the Synopsis -- the minimal conditions
1. First indicate a concern of the author, or a point argued by the author. A complex article will have more than one of these but treat them one by one.
2. What secondary points does the author make to establish the importance of his or her concern, or to reach the conclusion of his or her argument?
3. What reasons does the author give for these secondary points?
4. Answer questions 1, 2, and 3 for each important item in the article.Part B: Reaction and
Evaluation - This is ALWAYS secondary!
1. Your personal judgments must be directed only at items brought up in Part A.
2. Give reasons for your judgments. These can be the citation of counterevidence, concerns about the consequences of the points made by the author, or similar things. These reasons are never just your feelings. Your responsibility as a scholar is to give the reader of your synopsis -- assumed to be someone other than a close friend of yours -- good reasons for agreeing with your evaluations.
A synopsis is primarily a condensation, an outline or a short presentation of an article, of an essay or of a book.
A synopsis is not a list of opinions, or an examination of the feelings and/or conscious states, e.g. likes, dislikes, preferences, annoyances, etc., of the writer of the synopsis.
If the writer wants to addend his or her reactions, he or she must take care to explain all the relevant points in the original article reacted to.
What Should A Synopsis Look Like?
Part A: The Body of the Synopsis -- the minimal conditions
1. First indicate a concern of the author, or a point argued by the author. A complex article will have more than one of these but treat them one by one.
2. What secondary points does the author make to establish the importance of his or her concern, or to reach the conclusion of his or her argument?
3. What reasons does the author give for these secondary points?
4. Answer questions 1, 2, and 3 for each important item in the article.Part B: Reaction and
Evaluation - This is ALWAYS secondary!
1. Your personal judgments must be directed only at items brought up in Part A.
2. Give reasons for your judgments. These can be the citation of counterevidence, concerns about the consequences of the points made by the author, or similar things. These reasons are never just your feelings. Your responsibility as a scholar is to give the reader of your synopsis -- assumed to be someone other than a close friend of yours -- good reasons for agreeing with your evaluations.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
New year
Aloha ppl, long time no meet le:) and happy new year hahah, is 2009 now , iss 2008 ba. all the fun we have together, fun tad last forever :). thx ppl for all the help in 2008, i will work hard in 2009:).
Hmm toking abt new year, maybe i be changing my blog skin and etc, need ask ppl for help cause aku it idiot hahah.:)
Sry i didnt update so long le cause went to many place, taiwan and malaysia and thailand... so busy havin fun tad hw all never do almak OMG need chiong le:)
Cca open house also coming le, and i wish all the sec 1 coming into yhss, good luck:) and sec 2 tad have become sec 3 too:) and my fellow sec 4s and 5s good luck for O level man towards excellence.
Couple of thing to update this year, hmm
Hmm toking abt new year, maybe i be changing my blog skin and etc, need ask ppl for help cause aku it idiot hahah.:)
Sry i didnt update so long le cause went to many place, taiwan and malaysia and thailand... so busy havin fun tad hw all never do almak OMG need chiong le:)
Cca open house also coming le, and i wish all the sec 1 coming into yhss, good luck:) and sec 2 tad have become sec 3 too:) and my fellow sec 4s and 5s good luck for O level man towards excellence.
Couple of thing to update this year, hmm
- Drop Bio
- In 4e5
- Made more friends
- still disappointing ppl
- Got fatter(Nafa how sio)
- Gotton stupid
Thing i need to change
- Get skinner
- Get closers to my bros
- Get clever
- Stop disappointing ppl
- dun wear such a big hat with my small head
- firm
- seriousness
- attidue
- New bike
Things i dun wan change
- My close buddies
- my house
- parents
- love ones
- be in yhhb
- my brother ship with ppl
Hai so many thing in 2009 man, and is my o level grad year so sad, i will spend all the best time with my buddies and not missing evey moment of it. before we grad :)
Ok need go dream land le, tmr chiong hw at jurong spring mac, at 11 any one wan join?? zzzzzz le
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