Thursday, January 8, 2009

Glass walls

Guess ppl near me, are wondering wats wrong with me since the start of 2009, seriously i dun noe, i would really like to know the answer myself.

  • I got info wrong
  • Do wrong things
  • Cant study well
  • drifting away
  • hear wrong things
  • say wrong things
  • Think wrong things
  • feel wrong things
  • say wrong things
  • plan wrong things
  • assume wrong things
  • play wrong things
  • learn wrong things

I seriously dun know wat the hell is wrong with me, in school , i did so many things wrong, day by day, min by min, it nevers stops

why ppl ask, well i tell you I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT IS REALLY HAPPENING,

everyday i disappointed ppl, even if dun blame me, but i still kepp disappointing, till i ..i. .. , i dun know how much i owe le, and i am damm irresponsible, for the case of the jacket,

Even when ask weather the student can move in the hal, i even check with TIC but when comes , the info change again, and see me as i got wrong things again, BUT I DID MAKE SURE , but as i always say i will be still in the wrong.

DO YOU KNOW HOW FASTURATING IS TAD, no i may be smilling out side, i am bleeding painfully,PAINFULLY inside ,the same pain i receive on 2007, the pain tad i thought will never come again, but it does. i do not want to open it as i will never want it to seprate, which i thought will last forever, but by the looks of it now, the pig is closer, now, for i may be usless, i understand the importances of but i hope it will be the best for, however the ones left will never feel good.

The box i lift is getting heavier, the helping are drifting. even the ones i loved and cherish.

the pain will stay , in the hole tad can never open, the disappointment tad expose is too much to seek for forgiveness toak9. sry doesnt seems to be, i agree.

Thepain will never stop till 9k forgives the bads.

apologys are squared, no sincerity came, heart bleeding tad cause this pain.

were said to be tied , feeling is different now, a senior idoit and a catchy drama, were said to be foever.

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