What is wrong with me!!!!!

Wat is wrong with me!!! i cant believe i did this !!!!! just because i cant take the stress i am havin now, i shouted at my mom, throw temtrum!!! how can this be, and i treat my friends this way asking and making sure of them wat is wrong with me !!!!! i cant believe it !!!

LEGENDARY LEADERS SUMMIT'08

LEGENDARY LEADERS SUMMIT@JALAN BATERA CAMPSITE 18 nov -21nov
This leadership camp was the bestcamp i have ever been, no matter how nice other camp was, it cannot replac this camp.
This is the camp tad really inspire me to really believe my self and hvethe confidence to lead.Althoght i was tought, wakin up at 2am to donight walk and going thru mentally and physically challange, this has really help me find my strength and weakness, tad i have nevr known.
This camp has also allow me t network with other leaders to allow me to noe tad i am notth only leader who walkthis path, i have my friends around me, the qoute from the instructor:A leader`s path is not easy to walk /follow but with perserverance,confidence and the right mindset/values, you can do it.... and a special meassage from an instructor : Melvyn, Believe in yourself, yo can do it.. if you dun believe in yurself, eople cant believe in you. Make the change you want inyur school, no matter wat, thre will always be some one who believe in you:).
I must say tad this was the messge tad make me keep thinking the whole of the nite, dun worry i will make te change, from this post onwards i am a change melyn.
I will leave a legacy for my jrs to folo. the camp was really very nice , we had dance music and lectur, but this was no ordinary, every one there have a common vision , toenjoy the camp, we really REALLY had the time of our life, to really enjoyig eading and ejoyin the dance, it was so touching when everyone raise their cup to cheer for our sucess.
The thinking tad i am head prefect knowing so less of my people and leading almost to failure was my greatest regret in my secondry scho life, i have never take the intergrity to noe more of my mates and alwaysgiving nicholas to do the job, s nicholas , the last day of the camp on your public apology i accept it but we are quits now, you have helped me too much now. Thx Hiang teck for the suppo to, and eugene goh, now ishall continue this journey with the least thinkin of ppl are there to spot my mistajke, i must hav my own integrity.The prefectorial has been in the stage of storming for too long, now my vision for the board is to move to the next step, norming, if you dun understand is ok, i will teach during the prefect camp. i will sow seed into the sec 2s now , to allow them to outshine us te seniors, to make mmy vision to come true, i cantbe the one who will eventually bring the board into the next level, but i can be the one who start it.
Prefetorial board, GET READY FOR THE NEXT LEVEL,i m coming in with a boost of confidence, no matter how mny times i fail, but FAILURE IS A STEP FOWARD, i will never gi up cause i noe i believe in my se, and there is someone there w believe i ca do it too. Here coms the new MELVYN :):)

My new Hand phone G705 SONY ERICSSON:)

Today, my very good dd bought me a new phone hahah, sony G705 HAHAH cool rite

Include bluetooth headset tooo

Special post

Hi ppl, this post is specially 4 someone, well it happens like this i dunno why i felt this wayy but it is just tempeoroy anger, some times i feel that doing something for the one close to you is usless, i mean i dun feel the same way, all i have been doing is caring but i feel like it is harming me??
I mean actually we were going to do something, but then after tad the time dunno why like rubber like tad all of a sudden drag drag drag, then the days plan is ruin, hai, but nvm,
Dunno how to say, hmm but this is just temp anger so dunt care abt it , ok ..., tmr i be fine :)
LOL but this is just a lamster laming on something, so relax :) understand ...... u noe mood swing, haha, any way i got a bit slight fever now so got anything call me ok :)haha , i am really a lamster...

Back from hang zhou

Hi ppl i am back from hang zhou, i miss all of you so much , any way there are some photo below on my trip, but not all cause i dunno how to upload all:p. oh yes brother, i got it stop spamming, hahah.

China was fun especially the weather very relaxing, not as humid as singapore:)

However it is very dangerous there as if u are not use to the weather there, it may be dangerous 4 u :), the first day was just some admin this lor, going to shanghai, and ther take a painful 4 hrs of bus jurony to hang zhou.

The food there was very salty and very sweet adn damm oily, but we have to respect their calture, so we just ate .

The 2nd day, we went to the famos da mao xiang primary school, it was the main organiser 4 the event. the toilet was so damm short, i can event see wat is the ppl beside doing, you noe wat i mean. oh and our bus got into an accident, it hit the overhead bridge lamp, and shatter our window, lucky no one was injured.

The 3rd day , we were still practicing 4 the competition, but we went to see the opening cermony of the 7th asia pacfic harmonica festival, and MR TANG our conductor played a solo haha so nice

The 3rd day we still practice 4 the competition, and i was interview by some china tv on this event and u noe my chinese was so u noe, i had to struggle to answer their question, hai so shameful :p.

The 4th day opur competition came, i heard tad all the singapore solo and duet lost left our yuhua sec.

we had a tought time fighting against all the other country.

Finally when the result came althought we lost the main band cat.

BUT WE WON CHAMPION FOR THE CREATIVE CAT arrrrr i was so happy, 1st in the 7th asean harmonica festival ,

The 4th day , we went to xi hu, it is in one of the pic below, wa it is so relaxing.

The 5th and 6th day was the same sight seeing, i had a great experience for this trip .

getting to noe more abt my ppl. the next objective for YHHB IS syf 2009 GOLD WITH HONOUR OK?? HAHA, LET WORK HARD TOGETHER :)

sOME OF hANG ZHOU PIC

Me and shannon at hang zhou

Nice rite the place

After shopping

Me and Nu er

:)

Sry this is just some of the pic in hang zhou, cause i dunno noe how to upload everything

You can find all at my friendster